.i'm in the process of healing.

Bismillahirrahmanirahim



First of all, have u ever heard a statement says ;

Time will heal everything?

that mean time can make us forget everything that happened in the past?
Does it really make sense?

only YOU ; have the answer :)


throughout this semester break (nearly 2 weeks), i always blogwalking other people's blogs, read their stories and sometimes makes my own assumption about people who i actually don't know. *hey,who am i?*

anyway, i enjoyed reading their stories. =)

yg baik dijadikan teladan,
yg buruk dijadikan sempadan.
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"Dan kami pasti menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa & buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah kabar gembira kepada orang-orang yg SABAR"

[Al Baqarah : 155]




Setiap manusia pasti di turunkan dengan ujian dr Allah. Dah terang lagi bersuluh ianya adalah PASTI!
Saat terbaca ayat ini, sy fikir bukan sy sorang je yg ditimpa masalah dan ujian.sy juga pasti ramai lagi di luar sana turut mengalami ujian. walaupun mungkin berbeza, ianya tetap ujian.


Seems like we're in the same boat but in the different cabins. =)

• berat atau tak itu semua terpulang pada diri kita on "how to survive".

• selalu cakap pd diri sendiri, always think how to solve the problems instead of think so hard about the problems. of course, it is not easy :(

• di hujung ayat tu, mention juga khabar gembira kepada org2 yg sabar. see? when we are facing with difficulties and feels like nowhere to go, patient is one of the best way to cope with it.
  

Walau ape2 pun, kita masih ada tempat mengadu iaitu Yang Maha Mendengar, Yang Maha Memerhati
Kadang2 kita lupa DIA..tetapi DIA tak pernah melupakan kita......




Semoga kita semua LEBIH kuat utk menghadapi segala ujian & cabaran yg lebih hebat di masa akan datang.

p/s : Dalam proses utk sembuh dalam segenap perkara. =)

.cerita pada hari ini..

Salam.

Hope all of you in the pink of health & happy always not matter what feeling you're having now. senyum ketika kedukaan mengambarkan ketabahan hati. do you agree with that statement? =)

pagi tadi kira-kira jam 8.40 pagi sebelum cik nana nak ke examination hall di CAC, *dah kelewatan sebenarnye, akibat tak tido sepanjang mlm,study la konon,hoho,penangan 2 bungkus nescafe mild & regular dgn kettle ditaja oleh cik nad kita,hehe*, sepanjang hari digunakan tuk menghafal term2 yg ada dlm subject fiqh for economist, tajuk2 penting seperti mudharabah, musyarakah, al-rahn (konsep gadaian) , al-wakalah (konsep agensi), bay al dayn (sale of debt), al-hiwalah (exchange of debt), al-kafalah (guarantee contract) and etc. sesungguhnya tajuk2 semua ni sgt menarik tuk dipelajari, tetapi bagi cik nana agak sukar la jgk. sbb terlalu banyak yg perlu di ingat. silap2 boleh tertukar2~terutama dlm mengingati pendapat setiap mazhab spt hanafi, hanbali, maliki dan syafie~tmbhan pula, result mid term tidak begitu memberangsangkan. :(

eh berbalik pada pangkal jalan, tersimpang siur jap td. hee. on the way ke examination hall, cik nana lalu la office mahallah, tengok ramai polis dan guard berkerumun..cik nana dlm keadaan mamai main lalu je tempat kejadian, *dlm hati, apekah yg makhluk2 Allah ni sdg lakukan?* haha,, pastu kawan cik nana mengatakan ada seorang pelajar ni dihantar ke hospital krn menjerit2 sepanjang malam dan menendang pintu office menyebabkan sepanjang jalan ada kesan2 darah..ngeri plak tgk..adeh..

lepas balik exam tu, tanya la sorg makcik cleaner ni, beliau mengatakan kemungkinan pelajar tersebut mengalami tekanan yg melampau menyebabkan dia bertindak di luar kawalan seperti itu. or in other word, can we call this "mental problem?", haha. inilah yg berlaku bila emosi mengawal diri, bukannya diri yg mengawal emosi. tgk ape dah jadi?

bayangkan dari pukul 3 pagi smpai lepas subuh dia jerit2 dgn jeritan yg sgt kuat sehinggakan menganggu ketenteraman penduduk2 hostel yg berdekatan,, menurut cerita dr sumber2 yg boleh dipercayai, pelajar tersebut menjerit2 "allahuakbar" berulang2 kali..dan buat bunyi seperti boleh dikatakan bunyi ayam berkokok?apekah yg terjadi pd diri beliau?inilah yg tidak tahu..hanya diri beliau sahaja yg tahu..

saye cuma nak berpesan pd semua dan juga diri sendiri, tak kira apa jua masalah yg melanda diri kita bawa2 lah bersabar, tenangkan diri, kawal emosi dan apa2 pun berbalik pd DIA yg maha esa..mintak pertolongan dr Allah..bukan dgn cara melakukan perkara2 yg tidak sepatutnya..kdg2 sy ada mendengar kes org yg bunuh diri bila ada masalah dan pada pendapat saya mungkin beliau menggangap cara tersebut adalah yg paling terbaik utk menghilangkan dan melarikan dari segala masalah. ingatlah, gagal sekali tidak bermakna gagal selama2 nya. melakukan kesilapan tidak semestinya tidak boleh perbaikinya semula.

& cheers always ! &

to that someone, if you still want to be my best buddies forever, you are pleased to do so~ anytime and anywhere u can find me :) insyAllah.. sorry for everything..

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel alright :)

.tenang je okay??.

Salam~

ditelan pahit, dibuang sayang...

macam makan ubat pil..heee..susah nak ditelan mcm makan ape je..mkn gula2 kapas la best..

sekarang cik nana kt my faculty, economics and management, saje berehat2 di sini sorang2..malas nak pulang ke bilik sbb sudah2 pasti akan tido..

juz want to ask 1 question, do all of u like to being lonely?then, sometimes we feel that feeling comes with sudden..& tears fall down endlessly *cewah, ayat nak hiperbola je*

kdg2 org terfikir gak, adakah kita yg meminggirkan org lain atau org lain yg meminggirkan kita?sometimes i do feel that certain ppl do not like me *just make a random assumption* heh? but yea, basically we cannot make everyone LIKES US..but its not wrong if we are doing good and kind to everyone..
sometimes i dreamed to be friendly to everyone i meet but it seems not easy as i think..
most of people will judge me as a quiet and shy person *adakah ini boleh dikatakan sbg angkat bakul masuk sendiri?* haha..

harap tiada yg anggap saye sombong..
to all my closest friends, my best friend, sweetheart *?* sorry if im avoiding all of u lately..
maybe TIME can heal everything..

take care..


p/s: this week is the last week for class..after this im going to face FINAL EXAM..
wish me all the best..

c u all.. :)

.when feel so lost.

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Song by : Maher Zain

like what my fasi in leadership class said "thinking too much can lead to un-rational decision.."

SO?

should us think first before doing something?

or not think anything?

.........

p/s: very hectic days..im tired :(

take care all...

.Comel Comel..

*pilih2 mane yg berkenan di hati..hikhik.*

salam 1 januari 2010~

it has been few days not write anything here. due to sum problems~

rindunya!!

semua bloggers WAJIB tulis psl new year kan..hopefully all Malaysians behave well on this date..do the right thing at the right place!heeee...

penat gak harini, ye la mood rajen tengah menjelma..kemas2 my own compartment at hostel room~now feel better to stay there!hehe..baru selesa nak belajar kan??

harapan saye yg harap2 menjadi ape yg diharapkan..hehe :

1) to be a better person to people around me

2) be kind to all people, treat people as i want to be treated

3)get dean lists every sem

4)be happy at all times

5) gain my weight until at least 45 kg

6) eat less sugar!

7) take good care all my belongings (esp my pink laptop)

8) done all my job smoothly

9)make everyone i love to be happy!

yes yes!

*smlm at company DJR TECH in Setiawangsa~*

haha,sementara tunggu CEO dtg ley plak minum2 sambil tgk tv..~

hope our process in making assignment will go smoothly~

dah pukul berape ni..tadi kata nak study IA (intermediate accounting)..satu ape pon xsentuh agi..jom jom~